I am grateful that in my jaded life, he came along unexpectedly, accepting me for the things that I have and have-not, for the things that I can give enough and couldn’t give him much. And now, I am putting him in the picture, advocating for something that would see how the relationship budge for long years.

The relationship upholds amazingly by hoping for each other that we could be together someday. The distance serves the fence for all the chances we could do and enjoy, but this distance helped me to believe that maybe, there is really LOVE existing in this imperfect universe. That for millions of billions of people, God hold back one for us.

On the whole, I have to admit that I loved him. It was not a difficult task, it’s the easiest thing to do in this world, just to love. But what seize the hardship is when the relationship experience a stony road along the way. And that is my dread.

But sometimes to dread is to learn, and to learn is to accept the things that cannot be changed.

Never thought of this day would come to just go off and never think about him anymore. Maybe moving on is so easy when you have so many things in hand. I couldn’t sustain the relationship anymore, I couldn’t trust. Things have been changing and I can’t go back from the past.

I am so sorry, but I am not in love with you anymore.



  1. This is such a hard thing to do otherwise but you’ve truly emerged out of it gracefully. I liked reading it. It’s positive and painfully beautiful.
    I do hope you’ll take some time out to go over my blog too perhaps? Lovely day to you. πŸ™‚

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  2. That’s the spirit! I imagine you with your hand on your waist, raising your eyebrow saying “i’m not inlove with you anymore”.. I enjoyed reading this. And thanks for the follow, will read more of you πŸ™‚

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  3. There is one among the billions that is picked out for us. I learned this when I met my wife. She was from a different country. The chances of us meeting were next to nil. But I asked for the perfect one for me and Almighty delivered.
    Times have not always been wonderful. We’ve struggled, and through those struggles we have grown. The good times and bad have only served to make us that much stronger in the things we face every day together.

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  4. “it’s the easiest thing to do in this world, just to love”. I agree, but that’s not what it’s all about, is it?


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