DEADBEAT

I have slacked on motivation over the past few months. I am waiting for the weekend, and on weekends I am sluggish. I have never planned anything that excites me anymore. It seems like every day is mundane. At work, it’s just a few commonplace words and numbers. At home, laundry and bed are my only companions. Everything is real, yet monotonous.

I know everyone has these moments. No time or intention would be measured as it passed along. Some would say repetition is necessary to create comfort and stability, but it makes you weary.

I want to stop being conventional. I have to be radical. I need to unleash myself. The question is, when will I allow it?

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